I am sad and tired. Say the word, and make me strong again. – (Psalm 119:28, ERV)
My soul is weary with sorrow; strengthen me according to your word. – (Psalm 119:28, NIV)
Sorrow is a sadness that seems to strangle the soul; it comes and clings to the core and clouds one’s countenance for a season. The magnitude of what is now missing weighs heavily on my heart; though expected, and even celebrated for the blessed homecoming that has happened, there is this space of having to reconcile earthly loss with heavenly gain. This verse perfectly depicts the space where I find my heart. I am sad and tired, exhausted really. However, I know that my strength and hope are held in Christ, and it is by His grace that I can move forward, and it was His strength that carried me through yesterday. Each day is made new, and I need seek Him for today and trust that He will remain present; as He will carry me when I cannot go any further. Already, He has poured out His grace through the kindness of family and friends who have surrounded each of us who are lamenting the loss of my grandmother. This season of sorrow, though seemingly heavy, will be short, and then there will be a time to celebrate a life well lived. May we ever seek the Lord and His strength, as He is trustworthy and true to His word as the giver of strength and holder of hope.
The weight of sorrow,
Makes weary and worn;
This space of sadness,
When hearts are forlorn.
‘Tis but a season,
Deep ache for the lost;
Time to cling to Christ,
He knows what love costs.
Seek the Lord for strength,
He’s true to His word;
His hope shall breathe joy,
And peace undeterred.
Dear Heavenly Father, thank You that we can come to You in our seasons of sorrow, and You meet us and grant us strength. Thank You for the peace that passes all understanding, even in the midst of our own pain. Forgive us for trying to trudge forward rather than rely on You for strength. Teach us to trust You more, as it takes but a word from You and we are restored. Show us how to love those around us through their seasons of sorrow, and celebrate with them, their seasons of joy. May many come into a lasting relationship with You. Be glorified O God, as we seek Your strength in our sorrow, and trust You to be true to Your word. Amen.
© Shannon Elizabeth Moreno and Revelations in Writing, May 2011 – present
As you know, we consider blessed those who have persevered. – James 5:11