God blesses those who mourn, for they will be comforted. – (Matthew 5:4, NLT)
When doubts filled my mind, Your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer. – (Psalm 94:19, NLT)
This has been the longest week that I have walked through in a very long time. Between the loss of my grandmother, the final push of gymnastics season, and the last week of school prior to spring break, I had many doubts in my moments of mourning as to whether or not I would be able to get through the week with my sanity intact. Incredibly, God provided comfort in the quiet moments when my heart felt overwhelmed by loss, and fortified my body and mind with strength to stand, even in the instances when I did not think I could. Little things mean everything to me, and as the week wore on, countless blessings brought hope and cheer to my hurting heart. Yesterday, at the close of the school day, the sun was shining and I was smiling. His grace had gotten me through what at the start of the week, seemed impossible. My day closed with sushi, more sunshine, and company with one who makes my heart feel cherished. As I returned home and began to drift off to sleep, rather than grief, I was overwhelmed with gladness. God is so good. May we ever seek the Lord and His strength, as He is the One who removes our doubts, grants comfort in our grief, and renews our hope and cheer.
In our space of doubt,
Brought forth by our fear;
The God of all grace,
Will wipe all our tears.
He’ll be our comfort,
For He’s ever near;
Renewing our hope,
Blessings of His cheer.
No matter what comes,
In mourning or doubt;
God will be present,
If we seek Him out.
Dear Heavenly Father, thank You that You are the God of all comfort and the One who renews our hope. Thank You that when we grieve, You are near to comfort and bless us with Your presence and Your hope. Thank You that You remove our doubts and supply all that we need to continue to do what You have called us to do. Forgive us for entertaining our doubts rather than reaching out to You. Teach us to trust You more, so that we would rely on You to renew our hope and cheer, and seek Your comfort in times of mourning. Show us how to love those around us so that we may extend Your comfort, hope and cheer to those struggling with doubt and those who are mourning. May many come into a lasting relationship with You. Be glorified O God, as we rely on You to be our comfort and to renew our hope and cheer, as You are ever near. Amen.
© Shannon Elizabeth Moreno and Revelations in Writing, May 2011 – present
Answer me, O Lord, out of the goodness of Your love; in Your great mercy turn to me. – Psalm 69:16
I’m so sorry for your loss Shannon.